Tuesday, March 18, 2008

burnt out

I'm totally burnt out. Last week, I can't even sleep well and even the start of this week. I've been awake for 21 hours already.

Yesterday, Monday, I woke up at 11am. I did some cleaning. I fixed my things, my clothes. Ate lunch and watch tv. Trying to get some sleep even just for 3 hours, but I failed. I tried to read a book, but no effect. I'm very much awake. I need a break, a vacation.

I'm not being so productive at work anymore, I love the job because I'm on my field but some people here makes it so difficult. Even though how hard not to be affected by them, they're still getting into my nerves. I want to do something more in my life. I want to be so active in work, feeling a sense of fulfillment. I haven't hang out with old friends for so long or even with new friends because some of them are not so available.

But good thing about now?? Some people are here to cheer me up.
Thanks... and to him ;) yeah, thanks a lot for being honest. It's kinda awkward but I'm happy about it. Hope to see you again soon.

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