Thursday, March 27, 2008

sick

ewan ko ba.. pagod na ako..

sama pa ng pakiramdam ko...

marami rin akong iniisip, inaalala....

bahala na nga.......

Monday, March 24, 2008

TRANSFORMERS 2

TRANSFORMERS 2 (http://moviestowait.blogspot.com)


The battle for Earth has ended but the battle for the universe has just begun. After returning to Cybertron, Starscream assumes command of the Decepticons, and has decided to return to Earth with force. The Autobots believing that peace was possible finds out that Megatron's dead body has been stolen from the US Military by Skorpinox and revives him using his own spark. Now Megatron is back seeking revenge and with Starscream and more Decepticon reinforcements on the way, the Autobots with reinforcements of their own, may have more to deal with then meets the eye.
Starts on June 2009. Directed by Michael Bay

sakit sa ulo ko

Migraine!!!!
When I heard this song, I can relate to it very well.

Now I'm in a complicated situation.
I took the risk, now my head is aching.
MIGRAINE!!

Hindi ko inaasam na maging tayo
Masaya na ako na parte ako ng buhay mo
Naisip ko nga, kung maging tayo at hindi tayo sa bandang huli
Oo masakit, at mawawala ka
Pero kung magkaibigan pa rin
Kahit na anong mangyari, anjan pa rin tayo para sa isa't isa
Okay na ako sa ganito
Masaya na ako na nakakasama kita
Masaya na ako na inaalala mo paminsan minsan
At pinaparamdam mo na alaga mo ako
Kahit magkaibigan lang tayo

Friday, March 21, 2008

how i wish i can say this to you

*sigh*
I really like this guy. But it so happens that he is in a relationship.
He said that sometimes he wonder about being with someone else. And sometimes he is thinking about me. Maybe at one point or another.
I don't know. Its just i feel special with this guy but STOP!
Maybe he's just like that. I know that all through out his adult life he's in a relationship and at this point,he feels like he just wanted to be free; not committed.
Soon, he won't be here anymore. And I'm goin to miss him.



anong song ito??

i just like this song.. although it reminds me of my past..
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EVERY NOW AND THEN

I think that the worst is through
I'm almost over you
I guess it was just a matter of time
I've started going out
How long can anybody go without
Before you start goin' out of your mind
Even so, I confess
There are times when my heart rules over my head

(Chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I can't escape the thought of all that
might have been
Every now and then

Morning's the hardest time
I wake up dreamin' 'bout you and I
Some days I can't remember them all
Evenings are painfull still
I can't help wondering if they always
will be
I can't help noticing this emptiness-
baby
I don't cry, every night
Just the ones when I feel like I feel tonight

(Chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I can't escape the thought of all that
might have been
Every now and then

(Bridge)
When I'm alone anytime I hear music play
When I reach, reach for the phone
Why does everything good
Make me think of you baby

(Chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I can't escape the thought of all that
might have been
Every now and then

hate

i hate myself for feeling this way.
i hate thinking about him. nah, i mean myself
i'm just a friend... i know that...

Thursday, March 20, 2008

wasted

i feel wasted... time is not running so fast now...
i wanna go home... moommmyyyy....

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

burnt out

I'm totally burnt out. Last week, I can't even sleep well and even the start of this week. I've been awake for 21 hours already.

Yesterday, Monday, I woke up at 11am. I did some cleaning. I fixed my things, my clothes. Ate lunch and watch tv. Trying to get some sleep even just for 3 hours, but I failed. I tried to read a book, but no effect. I'm very much awake. I need a break, a vacation.

I'm not being so productive at work anymore, I love the job because I'm on my field but some people here makes it so difficult. Even though how hard not to be affected by them, they're still getting into my nerves. I want to do something more in my life. I want to be so active in work, feeling a sense of fulfillment. I haven't hang out with old friends for so long or even with new friends because some of them are not so available.

But good thing about now?? Some people are here to cheer me up.
Thanks... and to him ;) yeah, thanks a lot for being honest. It's kinda awkward but I'm happy about it. Hope to see you again soon.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

coffee prince



As in they're really cute... and i love watchin this korea novela...

eh ano pa nga ba

ano pa nga bang magagawa ko? hay naku, 2 days nasa bahay lang ako... walang magawa kundi kumain at matulog.. gustuhin ko mang lumabas eh sobrang nakaka antok ung gamot ko...

eto pa, nalaman ko na may nililigawan na daw xa.. akalain mo.. sabi nga ni tatay sakin "chipipoy xa kung ganun"

Mas masakit pala kapag nasa ibang mundo ung taong minahal mo.. may iba silang prinsipyo pagdating sa relationships.

Napanaginipan ko nga xa ng dalawang beses and both dreams pertaining to closure. I was asking for closure daw. Ayon sa panaginip ko, yun na ang closure. Ang labo.. Pero may point.

Hindi ako magpapakaplastik, oo somehow namimiss ko xa.. siguro may pagmamahal pa rin ako sa knya. Hindi naman ganun kadali ang mag move on diba... sa ngayon, hinahayaan ko lang kung ano tong mga nararanasan ko, parte ito eh.

At eto pa, ung like ko na guy.. like lang tlaga, mukhang super ngkaka igihan sila ng girlalu nya... hay buti pa sila... nainggit?? ay ewan

Basta magulo utak ko ngayon... gutom na ata kasi ako

Saturday, March 8, 2008

what it feels like...

What it feels like... to like someone... hmmmmmmm..

I know you know what it feels like...

>heaven
>happiness

>different adjectives to describe what you feel...

A kinda like this guy. A good friend of mine, though we haven't known each other for too long but whenever we have time to hang out together... cool... I mean he's fun to be with and very open minded and very vocal about things... He's single (not yet married of course) but I don't know if he is in a relationship already.. hahaha
Never mind, I'm not eying him to be a partner or not even a thought that he likes me or any thing...

I'm just happy that he's a friend, and I know he'll just be there...

Sunday, March 2, 2008

a blessing in disguise

After all the troubles I've been through, now I got my reward.

March 1, 2008 - After 6 months of working hard, it paid off. I got promoted as a supervisor. I called mama right away and told her the good news. And she said that it was God's plan. I lose someone but I gain something. I'm gaining a lot of friends too. I'm looking forward to meet new friends and reunite with the old ones. Things will still be tough but I know I'll make it through.