A year full of fun, adventure and trials.
Another year to celebrate life.
Ohwell, although I'm here at work this won't stop me from hoping good things to come.
Its drizzling outside, and I take it as blessings for the coming year.
There are a lot of things to be thankful this year.
Hmm let me reminisce some of it. Some good and some bad...
My last relationship ended last February 14. What a date, but then it was a blessing in disguise. Im able to enjoy new things on my own and with friends and family.
Hard work has been paid off last March. Im quite happy with my work. Well there are a lot of not so good things happening here at work but I have friends to confide with, they're just a few stations away from my desk. My angels here... Maybe things will turn out to what it should be in the future. I know God listens to our plead. Hahaha.. Lord, sige na.. ;)
I met new friends with lomomanila. Together, we captured once in a lifetime moments. It was my first time to ride at the PNR, the ferry boat etcetera
Bought films and cameras, waaahh GAS... an investment
After 23 years, my own laptop
My first time to go to Boracay and ride on a plane... yiheee.. and the boracay romance?? hahaha
Meet up with a few high school friends.
Spent christmas at home, after 2 years.
Wow! can't name it all
And for next year, I have a lot of plans especially for travel and for my family.
I want to reach out more with people. To make a difference in their lives.
Lovelife? Hahaha, I'm patient with that. HE'll give it to me when the right time comes
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
i think...
this is the worse birthday ever in my entire life
having to deal all the blames at work
haler hindi po ako superwoman at take note hindi ako payroll / accountant
if people can't say anything good, then SHUT UP
well, there's still a lot as in a lot of people around who cannot just shut their mouth
right after boracay, oo sobrang amazing ng vacation na yun
it was my first time to ride a plane, to be inside the airport, to be in boracay etc.. etc..
and gustong gusto ko na talagang bumalik dun, kahit mga 3 days more
how i wish mabigay ko yun sa sarili ko
plus eto pa nagpapissed off talaga sakin
ohwell, umasa na naman ako sa lalaki, xempre alangan namang merlat
hahaha boracay romance nga daw
una, kilig kilig pa ako, can't get off my mind talaga pero dahil wala namang effort kahit sinabi nga nyang ganun, aysus tama na diba
bonggang bonggang katangahan na yun
to cut it short -- i hate the damn place i am working now
everytime i go to work, it feels like hell... where I am stuck for 9 hours
but then there's a consolation
in this place, i still have my angels
i just think that this is still the worse birthday ever
and on my birthday itself, makikita ko pa siya.. hmm pano ko kaya siya pakikitunguhan?
may matutuloy kaya o wala...
bahala na sa batman
having to deal all the blames at work
haler hindi po ako superwoman at take note hindi ako payroll / accountant
if people can't say anything good, then SHUT UP
well, there's still a lot as in a lot of people around who cannot just shut their mouth
right after boracay, oo sobrang amazing ng vacation na yun
it was my first time to ride a plane, to be inside the airport, to be in boracay etc.. etc..
and gustong gusto ko na talagang bumalik dun, kahit mga 3 days more
how i wish mabigay ko yun sa sarili ko
plus eto pa nagpapissed off talaga sakin
ohwell, umasa na naman ako sa lalaki, xempre alangan namang merlat
hahaha boracay romance nga daw
una, kilig kilig pa ako, can't get off my mind talaga pero dahil wala namang effort kahit sinabi nga nyang ganun, aysus tama na diba
bonggang bonggang katangahan na yun
to cut it short -- i hate the damn place i am working now
everytime i go to work, it feels like hell... where I am stuck for 9 hours
but then there's a consolation
in this place, i still have my angels
i just think that this is still the worse birthday ever
and on my birthday itself, makikita ko pa siya.. hmm pano ko kaya siya pakikitunguhan?
may matutuloy kaya o wala...
bahala na sa batman
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Dating 101: Will Your Guy Cheat on You?
Dating 101: Will Your Guy Cheat on You? 
Was he spoiled as a kid? Do his parents tend to baby him and help him out of financial jams? Has he ever bragged about cheating on an exam or paying someone to write a paper for him in college? Does he work mostly with women? Is he always logging in late hours, whether it be at the office, at dinner with clients or on business trips? Does he make a lot of money? Can he talk his way out of anything (parking tickets, rolling into work late)? Does he make an effort to charm everyone -- your coworkers, your older sister, a saleswoman? When you go to parties, does he insist on making the rounds? Does he usually hang out with a crew of mostly single guys? Do his friends encourage him to join them in just-for-men activities? Do his pals have problems staying in relationships?
You don't need lipstick on a collar to know your man is the two-timing type. Here, a simple test that'll reveal his philandering potential.
By Cosmopolitan Photo: iStockphoto.com/Craig Swatton Updated: Nov 21, 2008 When you're dating a guy, you can forgive him for some indiscretions, but it's nearly impossible to turn the other cheek if he strays. Well, Cosmo did some investigating to ascertain the traits that may make men more likely to cheat, and some of our findings were surprising eye-openers.
But before you freak, realize that just because he possesses characteristics of a mangy scoundrel doesn't mean he's actually cheating on you. "You have to listen to your gut as well as read the clues," says Gary Aumiller, Ph.D., a psychologist and coauthor of "Red Flags! How to Know When You're Dating a Loser." Run through this list of wandering-eye warning signs to see if your partner is predisposed to prowl... and find out how you can deal.
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Dating Factor: His BackgroundCheat Predictor #1
If your man seems to have sailed through life without ever hitting the rough waters that rock the rest of us, beware. Privileged chaps tend to suffer from a sense of entitlement (read: bratty-boy syndrome), so he may believe that the rules don't apply to him. He's so used to getting what he wants, why should he stop now?
"He might cheat because he thinks he deserves to fulfill all of his needs, no matter who he might hurt," says Shirley Glass, Ph.D., a psychologist, infidelity expert and author of the forthcoming "Not Just Friends: Protecting Your Relationship from Infidelity and Healing from the Trauma of Betrayal." "He probably has little concept of how upset you would be if you found out because he's too self-centered to think about your feelings."
So how do you know if your have-it-all hunk has other women on his wish list? Glass suggests paying attention to how he copes when he's confronted with any bad behavior on his part. Does he regret getting caught forwarding your racy emails to his friends but feel no guilt for doing it in the first place? Does he blame others when he screws up rather than take responsibility himself? If he can't see how his actions affect others, he's not likely to say, "Whoa, what about my girlfriend?" when temptation strikes.
Dating Factor: His CareerCheat Predictor #2
It's great to date a guy with ambition -- and his deep pockets definitely don't hurt when he brings you pricey baubles -- but the office environment can open the door to private meetings of the carnal kind. According to Glass, studies show that when men cheat, it's most often with a work colleague. "Not only are people with similar interests side by side on a daily basis, but the time they spend together is usually when they're most energetic and look their best."
Unfortunately, the bigger his wallet, the more likely your busy bee is to cozy up with an office buddy. According to a study conducted by Jan Halper, Ph.D., author of "Quiet Desperation: The Truth About Successful Men," top-tier guys have affairs more often than those on a lower rung, and not just because big bucks can be babe magnets. "Evolution has wired men to understand that the better they are at providing, the more appealing they are to women," says Alon Gratch, Ph.D., a psychologist and author of "If Men Could Talk." "Since testosterone is what drives men's quest for power, if a guy has achieved status, he's more likely to act on his desires." Remember that little Oval Office incident?
But before you start staking out your guy's office parking lot, realize that a career-oriented man might just be spending time working diligently. If he sounds happy that you call during the day, invites you to his office and takes you to company parties, you're most likely his one and only partner. It's when he acts more secretive about his work than a CIA agent that he's probably taking on after-hours clients.
Dating Factor: His Schmooze MOCheat Predictor #3
Your friends and family love him, and he always manages to keep you entertained. How could you not adore him? But according to Glass, sweet-talkers often have a deep need for approval and thrive on attention. So what's wrong with dating a really friendly fella? Well, sometimes a smooth operator's need for the spotlight can't be satisfied by one woman's ego-stroking. And if he's suave with the ladies, opportunities undoubtedly arise. "Charmers meet a lot of women and win them over easily," says Aumiller. "So even if his intentions aren't more than friendship, they might be willing to move beyond friendship, and that's hard to resist."
To determine if your charmer might become a two-timer, watch how he interacts with you in social settings. A guy who wants to play with other partners may brush you off when chatting with a new female friend or get noticeably more uncomfortable with PDAs when other women are around. "He should act like a boyfriend, giving you side glances when he's talking with someone else, for example, or making sure he spends at least part of the night partying with you," says Gratch. But it also wouldn't hurt to remind him how attention-worthy you are. When he chats up a chick in the corner, flirt with a few guys yourself. Once he sees that you have your own game going on, he'll focus back on you.
Dating Factor: His FriendsCheat Predictor #4
The nightclubs, the bachelor parties, the dudes-only deeds we're better off not knowing the details of -- it's enough to make any woman worry just a wee bit. Although boys-will-be-boys, bonding time helps a committed man feel less, well, trapped, the appeals of bachelorhood may make him long to be a free agent. A recent study of 37,000 men and women showed that when guys see those around them splitting from their significant others, it tends to encourage them to do the same.
You want to believe that his buddies would have enough sense to stop your guy from canoodling with some cute club-hopper, but they won't always be on your side. According to Aumiller, "If a coupled-up guy's friends are all looking to get lucky, they may not only tease him about being tied down but also actually dare him to cheat. At the very least, they'll cover for him."
Still, there's no need to ban him from hanging out with the bachelors if he's able to strike the right balance between his buddies and you. "He should include you sometimes when he meets up with friends," says Glass. Although your fella's frat pack might seem like the enemy, chumming it up with the guys (fake fondness if you have to) can do wonders for your relationship. Once you've earned their respect, they're much less likely to push your partner into prowling.
Reprinted with permission of Hearst Communications, Inc.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
dreamzzz
lately, I've been dreaming a lot of things
hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa naiba yung body clock ko
minsan nagigising ako, lumuluha ako
kasi yung napanaginipan ko either may sad scene or parang pinapatay ako
sabi nga ng prof ko dati
nanaginip tayo madalas kapag maraming iniisip, maraming nagbobother
or
kapag wala tayong iniisip, yung tipong tahimik naman buhay mo pero parang empty
sakin yung second... feeling ko lang
although madaming stressful events sa buhay ko lately especially sa work (mag isa mo ba naman magtrabaho for HR)
i look ways naman to relax, so at peace naman ako madalas
o feeling ko lang at peace ako...
eto pa nakakatawa minsan, yung mga taong bihira ko lang makausap either personal or sa chat (tapos yung topic eh not so personal naman)
ume eksena din sa panaginip ko
mamaya kaya, ano na naman mapapanaginipan ko?
hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa naiba yung body clock ko
minsan nagigising ako, lumuluha ako
kasi yung napanaginipan ko either may sad scene or parang pinapatay ako
sabi nga ng prof ko dati
nanaginip tayo madalas kapag maraming iniisip, maraming nagbobother
or
kapag wala tayong iniisip, yung tipong tahimik naman buhay mo pero parang empty
sakin yung second... feeling ko lang
although madaming stressful events sa buhay ko lately especially sa work (mag isa mo ba naman magtrabaho for HR)
i look ways naman to relax, so at peace naman ako madalas
o feeling ko lang at peace ako...
eto pa nakakatawa minsan, yung mga taong bihira ko lang makausap either personal or sa chat (tapos yung topic eh not so personal naman)
ume eksena din sa panaginip ko
mamaya kaya, ano na naman mapapanaginipan ko?
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
The Oarhouse - Sept. 27 - Oct.31
LITRATO: Postcards from the Light
{A Lomomanila Exhibit}
September 27 to October 31, 2008
The Oarhouse at 1803 Mabini Street, Malate, Manila
(Located behind Malate Church, near the corner of Remedios Street)
A photograph is a scribble of light. A passage of immediacy from the infinite stream of moments. A postcard from ephemeral light. Lomomanila mounts a photographic exhibition exemplifying the timely and timeless qualities of black and white analog photography. Displayed in the memorable hole-in-the-wall called The Oarhouse, this photo exhibition is a humble ode to the visionaries of bohemian Malate.
See you there at September 27 (Saturday) 8:00PM for a night of good chow, good cheer and good company.
For more information on The Oarhouse, visit their blog at http://oarhouse.blogspot.com
Poster layout by Patrick Jamora • Photography by Vermont Coronel • Special thanks to Reg Hernandez of The Oarhouse
{A Lomomanila Exhibit}
September 27 to October 31, 2008
The Oarhouse at 1803 Mabini Street, Malate, Manila
(Located behind Malate Church, near the corner of Remedios Street)
A photograph is a scribble of light. A passage of immediacy from the infinite stream of moments. A postcard from ephemeral light. Lomomanila mounts a photographic exhibition exemplifying the timely and timeless qualities of black and white analog photography. Displayed in the memorable hole-in-the-wall called The Oarhouse, this photo exhibition is a humble ode to the visionaries of bohemian Malate.
See you there at September 27 (Saturday) 8:00PM for a night of good chow, good cheer and good company.
For more information on The Oarhouse, visit their blog at http://oarhouse.blogspot.comPoster layout by Patrick Jamora • Photography by Vermont Coronel • Special thanks to Reg Hernandez of The Oarhouse
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
a blessing indeed
gusto ko lang ishare
sobrang galing lang ni God to let me experience a lot of things in my life
minsan sa isang araw lang, ang dami ng nangyari
this past few months, maraming times na malungkot at parang boring
kasi napakaroutinary na ng buhay
but then HE opened doors for me to discover and experience different events in my life
anjan yung may nameet akong kamote...at hindi lang iisa kundi mangilan-ngilan din
(*kamote - term used sa yfc referring to someone na pasaway or sablay)
pero mas maraming masasaya at unexpected things na nangyari
like... being part ng lomomanila - xempre hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga photo ops na nasalihan ko...
mga new friends na nakilala ko... todo kantyawan, asaran, may lomocrush at lomo blind items pa... mga issue na hindi naman dapat issue hahaha..
then... mga bagay bagay na nagtransform sa work... positive naman lahat kahit papano.. prayer really works
and... syempre mga realizations after each experience na napagdaanan ko...specially sa lovelife
God is so good to let me feel and see these things.. that He gave me more blessings kasama na dun mga lomofriends ko...
sobrang galing lang ni God to let me experience a lot of things in my life
minsan sa isang araw lang, ang dami ng nangyari
this past few months, maraming times na malungkot at parang boring
kasi napakaroutinary na ng buhay
but then HE opened doors for me to discover and experience different events in my life
anjan yung may nameet akong kamote...at hindi lang iisa kundi mangilan-ngilan din
(*kamote - term used sa yfc referring to someone na pasaway or sablay)
pero mas maraming masasaya at unexpected things na nangyari
like... being part ng lomomanila - xempre hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga photo ops na nasalihan ko...
mga new friends na nakilala ko... todo kantyawan, asaran, may lomocrush at lomo blind items pa... mga issue na hindi naman dapat issue hahaha..
then... mga bagay bagay na nagtransform sa work... positive naman lahat kahit papano.. prayer really works
and... syempre mga realizations after each experience na napagdaanan ko...specially sa lovelife
God is so good to let me feel and see these things.. that He gave me more blessings kasama na dun mga lomofriends ko...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
at last...
august 24,2008
At last we've met. Akala ko hindi na kami magmemeet during his stay dito sa manila. Mga ilang days pa naman siya dito, since he arrived last friday. I was just planning to meet up with my sister and puntang greenhills. Kaso plan changed when he suddenly texted me to meet up at gateway around 1pm. Parang my butterflies lang sa stomach ko, kinabahan ako bigla. Syempre naexcite din ako. We had lunch muna ng kapatid ko before kami nagmeet sa may starbucks.. Though short span of time ko lang siya nakasama, masaya siyang kausap. You wouldn't think na isang muslim at politician yung kausap mo. Napakakulit at parang bata, although bata pa naman talaga siya.
RATE: 3 and a half stars
Hahaha..parang movie review lang eh. Mejo mahangin kasi. Eh turn off pa man din sakin yung ganun. Pero nature na lang niya siguro talaga yun.
After this, balik na ulit siya sa kanila...sa CDO...
Status: It's complicated - parang myspace and friendster lang eh
Thursday, August 21, 2008
It Started with a kiss... They Kiss Again
Monday, August 11, 2008
wishful
ohwell
hmmm the last time we talked, 3 days from now, he'll be here in manila
totoo kaya?
sana nga totoo... sana i'll get to meet him na
ayokong maexcite
pero naeexcite ako... ugghh
*cross fingers na lang*
hmmm the last time we talked, 3 days from now, he'll be here in manila
totoo kaya?
sana nga totoo... sana i'll get to meet him na
ayokong maexcite
pero naeexcite ako... ugghh
*cross fingers na lang*
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
it's over
Goodbye
Someone better will come
Someone whom i really deserve to be with
Someone who deserves my trust
I'll walk through
and wait
but now, its over
Someone better will come
Someone whom i really deserve to be with
Someone who deserves my trust
I'll walk through
and wait
but now, its over
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
baliktaran - uɐɹɐʇʞı1ɐq
buɐ1 ʍı1ɐ ɐdɯɐd
ǝɟı1ǝʌo1 buɐ pɐs oظǝɯ ɐu ʇıɥɐʞ
ɯopǝɹoq buɐɹqos ɐs 1ıɥɐp
uɐɯɐu ɐʎɐs buɐ
ǝɟı1ǝʌo1 buɐ pɐs oظǝɯ ɐu ʇıɥɐʞ
ɯopǝɹoq buɐɹqos ɐs 1ıɥɐp
uɐɯɐu ɐʎɐs buɐ
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Sagittarius
My Horoscope for today - July 10, 08
The Bottom Line
Take stock of where you want to be in one of your personal relationships.
In Detail
Now is an excellent time to take stock of where you are -- and where you want to go in one of your personal relationships. Things have been complicated lately, and they need to be addressed. So seek the quieter path right now and give yourself time to replay the events of the past few days in your head. If you are feeling introspective and moody, just go with it -- it's the perfect frame of mind for figuring out what this person really means to you.
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saktong sakto ah.. ayos.. wala lang share ko lng
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
REST IN PEACE
L H C
Oo... I belong here
Emo na kung Emo tingin mo
Pero sa totoo lang, nakakapagod na
Bakit yung iba masaya ang lovelife?
Masaya ang trabaho?
Masaya ang pamilya?
Bakit sila??
Bakit ako??? HINDI!!!!
Oo... I belong here
Emo na kung Emo tingin mo
Pero sa totoo lang, nakakapagod na
Bakit yung iba masaya ang lovelife?
Masaya ang trabaho?
Masaya ang pamilya?
Bakit sila??
Bakit ako??? HINDI!!!!
REST IN PEACE
L H C
Oo... I belong here
Emo na kung Emo tingin mo
Pero sa totoo lang, nakakapagod na
Bakit yung iba masaya ang lovelife?
Masaya ang trabaho?
Masaya ang pamilya?
Bakit sila??
Bakit ako??? HINDI!!!!
Oo... I belong here
Emo na kung Emo tingin mo
Pero sa totoo lang, nakakapagod na
Bakit yung iba masaya ang lovelife?
Masaya ang trabaho?
Masaya ang pamilya?
Bakit sila??
Bakit ako??? HINDI!!!!
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
all i want ...
REST
A PEACE OF MIND
8 sticks of cigarettes
countless puffs
but still... my mind is blank... my heart is aching
so many questions, so many fears
all i wanted is to be loved and be happy
all i wanted is a person who will love me and be contented of having me in his life
but damn
I don't even know if he really loves me
I always wait for his call, for his texts, for him to initiate a plan for us to see each other
I wanna be with him, to see him but there's so many excuses.. that's what i see.. EXCUSES
so many REASONS that in fact, we can compromise and MAKE A WAY
I'm not even assured if I'm the only one..
Am I being paranoid? too much afraid to trust and believe those words that I heard from someone else before
OR you're really telling the TRUTH that you love me?
How can I feel at peace, When will I feel it?
A PEACE OF MIND
8 sticks of cigarettes
countless puffs
but still... my mind is blank... my heart is aching
so many questions, so many fears
all i wanted is to be loved and be happy
all i wanted is a person who will love me and be contented of having me in his life
but damn
I don't even know if he really loves me
I always wait for his call, for his texts, for him to initiate a plan for us to see each other
I wanna be with him, to see him but there's so many excuses.. that's what i see.. EXCUSES
so many REASONS that in fact, we can compromise and MAKE A WAY
I'm not even assured if I'm the only one..
Am I being paranoid? too much afraid to trust and believe those words that I heard from someone else before
OR you're really telling the TRUTH that you love me?
How can I feel at peace, When will I feel it?
Friday, June 27, 2008
twisted
Nuummbb??
Ugh...
Of course not
But I'm trying to
Paranoid????
Maybe
Well, a guy is a guy
He has a lot of "friends" na girl online and some with nasty pics
I don't know if he's serious with me or he's just fooling around
Hurt???
Oo.. definitely
I don't have any assurance from him and doubful if I should give him even a single piece of my trust
Ugh...
Of course not
But I'm trying to
Paranoid????
Maybe
Well, a guy is a guy
He has a lot of "friends" na girl online and some with nasty pics
I don't know if he's serious with me or he's just fooling around
Hurt???
Oo.. definitely
I don't have any assurance from him and doubful if I should give him even a single piece of my trust
Friday, May 16, 2008
Do you have a difficult person in life???
Do You Have A Difficult Person
In Your Life? by:Bo Sanchez
“Lord, help me to bless people today.”
That’s my daily morning prayer... uh, when I’m happy.
And usually, I am.
But once in awhile, I don’t wake up happy.
And usually, it’s because of a difficult person in my life. That’s when I pray, “Lord, how can I bless this… this… this… creature?”
I’m a very patient person, so this doesn’t happen too often.
But it happens.
Friend, do you have a difficult person in your life?
And do you sometimes want to pray, “Lord, if you will allow it, let a 50,000 megawatt bolt of lightning strike (Name of Difficult Person) right now. Not to kill him, Lord. Just enough to wake him up and give him second degree burns. Just kidding Lord, but with all due respect, what were you thinking when you created this pathological human being? I don’t want to sound offensive, but were you sleeping on the job when you created this creature? He’s a mess. He’s a composite of all the villains of Spiderman put together….”
Do you sometimes wonder if this difficult person heard God in the middle of the night say, “My child, your ultimate mission in life is to be difficult. That’s the entire purpose of your existence. You shall be the thorn in someone’s flesh. Do everything in your power to annoy him. Be irresponsible. Or be demanding. Or be totally negative. Or be selfish. Or be constantly angry. Or be possessive. Or be always depressed. It doesn’t matter. Your objective is to make his life hell on earth.”
Yes, I must admit that I don’t like a few unlovable characters here and there, but generally, I think the Almighty has done a fantastic job inventing human beings.
I also believe that God allows difficult people to come into our lives to give us very special gifts. What could these gifts be?
*To continue reading Bo's inspiring article and comment/sharings of readers go to the link below, http://bosanchez.ph/do-you-have-a-difficult-person-in-your-life/
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
10 Random Facts/Habits about me
a friend tagged me with this, so i have to tag someone else too
== bing, ryan, charisse, kawen, allan (gonda), bea, invictus, ma-an, shantee, winkle ==
b.) Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
c.) At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
d.) Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.
1. I have a different at home, sina mama nagpangalan sakin, since I was a kid...
POTPOT ( d ko alam kung san galing un, pero kaming magkakapatid may mga mababantot na name, yan ung akin )
2. Malakas ako kumain, hindi nga lang halata... pero ngayon, nagdidiet na kasi mejo nagpapaobvious na ung tyan ko eh
3. Kaboses ko mama ko and kamukhang kamukha ko siya. When I was in high school kapag may tumatawag sa bahay and they're looking for mama at ako ang nakasagot, akala nila ako siya. At siya ay ako... ( madalas mga tito and tita from cfc ang tumatawag )
4. Meron akong number ng sun,smart,tm,globe... pero globe na lang mas ginagamit ko.. kasi isa lang naman phone ko at ung ibang sim hindi na gumagana
5. Hindi ako marunong magbisikleta
6. Hindi ako marunong lumangoy... ayoko din kasing mangitim kaya hindi ako nagpaturo... mejo nognog na nga ako eh, magbababad pa ba ako sa araw? pero gusto ko sa beach... summer pa rin naman
7. Kapag walang ulam, o kaya ayaw ko ng ulam kasi pihikan ako. Ayoko ng seafoods...
peanut butter or powdered milk w/ sugar ang hinahalo ko sa kanin..
8. I still love drinking milk, hindi ako maxado sa tubig lang.
9. Bago lumabas (sa work man yan o may lakad), hindi pwedeng hindi ako magpluck ng kilay
10. Gustong gusto kong manood ng movies, khit minsan ako lang mag-isa... pero xempre depende sa budget
== bing, ryan, charisse, kawen, allan (gonda), bea, invictus, ma-an, shantee, winkle ==
Here are the rules for those I am about to tag:
a.) Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.b.) Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
c.) At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
d.) Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.
1. I have a different at home, sina mama nagpangalan sakin, since I was a kid...
POTPOT ( d ko alam kung san galing un, pero kaming magkakapatid may mga mababantot na name, yan ung akin )2. Malakas ako kumain, hindi nga lang halata... pero ngayon, nagdidiet na kasi mejo nagpapaobvious na ung tyan ko eh
3. Kaboses ko mama ko and kamukhang kamukha ko siya. When I was in high school kapag may tumatawag sa bahay and they're looking for mama at ako ang nakasagot, akala nila ako siya. At siya ay ako... ( madalas mga tito and tita from cfc ang tumatawag )
4. Meron akong number ng sun,smart,tm,globe... pero globe na lang mas ginagamit ko.. kasi isa lang naman phone ko at ung ibang sim hindi na gumagana
5. Hindi ako marunong magbisikleta
6. Hindi ako marunong lumangoy... ayoko din kasing mangitim kaya hindi ako nagpaturo... mejo nognog na nga ako eh, magbababad pa ba ako sa araw? pero gusto ko sa beach... summer pa rin naman
7. Kapag walang ulam, o kaya ayaw ko ng ulam kasi pihikan ako. Ayoko ng seafoods...
peanut butter or powdered milk w/ sugar ang hinahalo ko sa kanin..8. I still love drinking milk, hindi ako maxado sa tubig lang.
9. Bago lumabas (sa work man yan o may lakad), hindi pwedeng hindi ako magpluck ng kilay
10. Gustong gusto kong manood ng movies, khit minsan ako lang mag-isa... pero xempre depende sa budget
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
...tama na...
oo tama na...
nakakapagod mag-isip kung saan ba ako lulugar
sa umpisa pa lang naman, malabo na patutunguhan ko sayo eh
madalas kapag naiisip kita, napapangiti ako
pero kumbaga sa pagmamaneho, biglang preno ako madalas
kahit may seatbelt, mukhang may sira pa ata
madalas ako mabagok at masaktan
pero sige pa rin ng sige. tuloy ang maneho
nawawala na nga ba ako? pero sige lang
ngunit napaisip ako
lahat ng rason para ihinto ko na eh nasa harapan ko
bakit pa ako tutuloy?
Mawala man ako, hindi mo rin naman ako pagkakaabalahang hanapin
minsan talaga matigas ulo ko
gustuhin ko mang mag U-turn
nagdadalawang isip ako, parang gusto ko pa rin tumuloy
at umasa na meron akong kahihinatnan sa bandang roon
sa lugar kung nasaan ka..
nakakalito pa rin...
pero sa ngayon, stop over muna ako
ipapahinga ko muna ang isip at katawan ko
ng makapag isip din ng maayos
bago ko ipikit ang mata ko
"ama, tulungan moko, ikaw na bahala sakin"
nakakapagod mag-isip kung saan ba ako lulugar
sa umpisa pa lang naman, malabo na patutunguhan ko sayo eh
madalas kapag naiisip kita, napapangiti ako
pero kumbaga sa pagmamaneho, biglang preno ako madalas
kahit may seatbelt, mukhang may sira pa ata
madalas ako mabagok at masaktan
pero sige pa rin ng sige. tuloy ang maneho
nawawala na nga ba ako? pero sige lang
ngunit napaisip ako
lahat ng rason para ihinto ko na eh nasa harapan ko
bakit pa ako tutuloy?
Mawala man ako, hindi mo rin naman ako pagkakaabalahang hanapin
minsan talaga matigas ulo ko
gustuhin ko mang mag U-turn
nagdadalawang isip ako, parang gusto ko pa rin tumuloy
at umasa na meron akong kahihinatnan sa bandang roon
sa lugar kung nasaan ka..
nakakalito pa rin...
pero sa ngayon, stop over muna ako
ipapahinga ko muna ang isip at katawan ko
ng makapag isip din ng maayos
bago ko ipikit ang mata ko
"ama, tulungan moko, ikaw na bahala sakin"
Thursday, April 10, 2008
eto ang beat... sabay sabay... nahihilo...nalilito
"eto ang beat sabay-sabay
eto ang beat walang sablay
pabilis ng pabilis...
nahihilo, nalilito..."
Hindi ko matandaan ung buong chant ng isang commercial ng coke dati...
Bigla ko lang naalala...
Anong kinalaman nito?
Eto nararamdaman ko ngayon. Litong lito ako, nakakahilo
Napapamahal na ako sa kanya
Pero hindi naman kami parehas ng nararamdaman
May mahal siyang iba pero hindi siya ganun kacommitted
Kumbaga parang M.U. kami kung tatawagin
Pero malapit kaming magkaibigan.
Masakit kapag nakikita ko yung mga pictures nilang dalawa
Nakangiti, masaya, kasama mga kaibigan nila.
Hindi namin pinaguusapan yung tungkol sa kAnYa kapag magkasama kami
Hindi rin niya sinasabi yung tungkol sa amin, sa akin, kapag magkasama sILa
May natanggap nga akong quote sa text sabi:
Oo nga, pero hindi ka rin magiging masaya talaga kasi hindi mutual
Ayoko na siyang isipin, nagagawa ko naman
Pero mamaya bigla na lang siyang sasagi sa isipan ko
Nakakasama ko siya minsan, at madalas namimiss ko siya
Bilang na rin ang mga pagkakataon na makakasama ko siya
Dahil babalik na siya sa mundo niya, sa buhay niya, malayo dito, malayo sakin
Hindi ko hawak ang puso niya, ang mga nasa isip niya
Siya lang nakaka alam kung ano talaga at kung asan nga ba ako sa kanya
Sumugal ako, at eto ako ngayon...
Ang swerte, ang blessed ng mahal niya
Nakikita ko sa kanya at nararamdaman kung paano siya mag alaga ng mga taong mahal niya
Sana isa ako dun pero hindi eh...
Siguro isa lang ako sa mga taong dumating at makakalimutan niya balang araw
eto ang beat walang sablay
pabilis ng pabilis...
nahihilo, nalilito..."
Hindi ko matandaan ung buong chant ng isang commercial ng coke dati...
Bigla ko lang naalala...
Anong kinalaman nito?
Eto nararamdaman ko ngayon. Litong lito ako, nakakahilo
Napapamahal na ako sa kanya
Pero hindi naman kami parehas ng nararamdaman
May mahal siyang iba pero hindi siya ganun kacommitted
Kumbaga parang M.U. kami kung tatawagin
Pero malapit kaming magkaibigan.
Masakit kapag nakikita ko yung mga pictures nilang dalawa
Nakangiti, masaya, kasama mga kaibigan nila.
Hindi namin pinaguusapan yung tungkol sa kAnYa kapag magkasama kami
Hindi rin niya sinasabi yung tungkol sa amin, sa akin, kapag magkasama sILa
May natanggap nga akong quote sa text sabi:
"The best part of being inlove is when you just love a person and be happy about it. Even if that person can never be yours, even if you know that it can't last forever! That's the true essence of love. It's not about winning someone. It's not about owning a relationship. It's just being happy coz you know you've loved someone. It's about being guiltless coz you know you didn't take away someone from anybody. You just love and love unselfishly."
Oo nga, pero hindi ka rin magiging masaya talaga kasi hindi mutual
Ayoko na siyang isipin, nagagawa ko naman
Pero mamaya bigla na lang siyang sasagi sa isipan ko
Nakakasama ko siya minsan, at madalas namimiss ko siya
Bilang na rin ang mga pagkakataon na makakasama ko siya
Dahil babalik na siya sa mundo niya, sa buhay niya, malayo dito, malayo sakin
Hindi ko hawak ang puso niya, ang mga nasa isip niya
Siya lang nakaka alam kung ano talaga at kung asan nga ba ako sa kanya
Sumugal ako, at eto ako ngayon...
Ang swerte, ang blessed ng mahal niya
Nakikita ko sa kanya at nararamdaman kung paano siya mag alaga ng mga taong mahal niya
Sana isa ako dun pero hindi eh...
Siguro isa lang ako sa mga taong dumating at makakalimutan niya balang araw
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
for G.I. Joe Fans
I'm not a G.I. Joe fan when I was a kid, but I'm starting to know them one by one... I was more into dolls but then I got to see and know a lot of different toys.You can check out interesting facts, history and downloads of G.I. Joes at
www.hasbro.com/gijoe
Friday, April 4, 2008
"HALO" The Movie
"HALO" The Movie
In the big screen adaptation "Halo," based on the immensely popular video game "Halo," a group of people crash-land on an artificial ring-world called "Halo." A navy captain, his surviving marines, and a genetically-and-surgically-enhanced supersoldier called "Master Chief" must find out what the Covenant, the genocidal alien race they are at war with, are looking for on the ring. However, "Halo" holds more secrets than either side imagined.
DIRECTOR: Neill Blomkamp
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Fast and the Furious 4
Fast and the Furious 4
http://moviestowait.blogspot.com
Can't wait to watch this movie... cars cars and more cars... yipee
Brian (Paul Walker) is freed from prison (the authorities found out that he let Dominic played by Vin Diesel go at the end of the first film) to help the feds stop a heroin importer known as Braga. With the help of an informant named James Park, Brian - and ultimately Dominic Toretto - wins a place on the criminal's team, where he - and his flashy Nissan plan to catch the man red-handed.Jordana Brewster is in talks to reprise her role of Mia TorettoDiesel and Walker starred together in the first film, which earned more than $144 million in 2001. Only Walker returned for the sequel, "2 Fast 2 Furious," and sat out the third installment, 2005's "Tokyo Drift." That movie had relative newcomer Lucas Black in the driver's seat but did feature Diesel in a cameo at the end of the movie.
Director: Justin Lin
Writer: Chris Morgan
Starring: Vin Diesel, Paul Walker, Michelle Rodriguez, Jordana Brewster, John Ortiz
Studio: Universal Pictures
ILC '08
Its been 2 years or more than that since I last joined the ILC...
It just shows our age...
fellow chatters from #yfc, if you have plans for the next EB... goodluck...
keep it up... the 1st EB was in bacolod, and i can still remember our ate's and kuya's who organized the whole event..
Nakakamiss kayong mga chatters, marami na rin akong hindi kilala...
The last EB i witnessed was in Subic...
I think that's the last conference I attended also...
ILC 2008 - Tagaytay!!!
Malamang next year somewhere Visayas naman...
I miss service so much...
I miss serving HIM and the people HE loves...
It just shows our age...
fellow chatters from #yfc, if you have plans for the next EB... goodluck...
keep it up... the 1st EB was in bacolod, and i can still remember our ate's and kuya's who organized the whole event..
Nakakamiss kayong mga chatters, marami na rin akong hindi kilala...
The last EB i witnessed was in Subic...
I think that's the last conference I attended also...
ILC 2008 - Tagaytay!!!
Malamang next year somewhere Visayas naman...
I miss service so much...
I miss serving HIM and the people HE loves...
Thursday, March 27, 2008
sick
ewan ko ba.. pagod na ako..
sama pa ng pakiramdam ko...
marami rin akong iniisip, inaalala....
bahala na nga.......
Monday, March 24, 2008
TRANSFORMERS 2
TRANSFORMERS 2 (http://moviestowait.blogspot.com)
The battle for Earth has ended but the battle for the universe has just begun. After returning to Cybertron, Starscream assumes command of the Decepticons, and has decided to return to Earth with force. The Autobots believing that peace was possible finds out that Megatron's dead body has been stolen from the US Military by Skorpinox and revives him using his own spark. Now Megatron is back seeking revenge and with Starscream and more Decepticon reinforcements on the way, the Autobots with reinforcements of their own, may have more to deal with then meets the eye.
Starts on June 2009. Directed by Michael Bay
sakit sa ulo ko
Migraine!!!!
When I heard this song, I can relate to it very well.
Now I'm in a complicated situation.
I took the risk, now my head is aching.
MIGRAINE!!
Hindi ko inaasam na maging tayo
Masaya na ako na parte ako ng buhay mo
Naisip ko nga, kung maging tayo at hindi tayo sa bandang huli
Oo masakit, at mawawala ka
Pero kung magkaibigan pa rin
Kahit na anong mangyari, anjan pa rin tayo para sa isa't isa
Okay na ako sa ganito
Masaya na ako na nakakasama kita
Masaya na ako na inaalala mo paminsan minsan
At pinaparamdam mo na alaga mo ako
Kahit magkaibigan lang tayo
When I heard this song, I can relate to it very well.
Now I'm in a complicated situation.
I took the risk, now my head is aching.
MIGRAINE!!
Hindi ko inaasam na maging tayo
Masaya na ako na parte ako ng buhay mo
Naisip ko nga, kung maging tayo at hindi tayo sa bandang huli
Oo masakit, at mawawala ka
Pero kung magkaibigan pa rin
Kahit na anong mangyari, anjan pa rin tayo para sa isa't isa
Okay na ako sa ganito
Masaya na ako na nakakasama kita
Masaya na ako na inaalala mo paminsan minsan
At pinaparamdam mo na alaga mo ako
Kahit magkaibigan lang tayo
Friday, March 21, 2008
how i wish i can say this to you
*sigh*
I really like this guy. But it so happens that he is in a relationship.
He said that sometimes he wonder about being with someone else. And sometimes he is thinking about me. Maybe at one point or another.
I don't know. Its just i feel special with this guy but STOP!
Maybe he's just like that. I know that all through out his adult life he's in a relationship and at this point,he feels like he just wanted to be free; not committed.
Soon, he won't be here anymore. And I'm goin to miss him.
I really like this guy. But it so happens that he is in a relationship.
He said that sometimes he wonder about being with someone else. And sometimes he is thinking about me. Maybe at one point or another.
I don't know. Its just i feel special with this guy but STOP!
Maybe he's just like that. I know that all through out his adult life he's in a relationship and at this point,he feels like he just wanted to be free; not committed.
Soon, he won't be here anymore. And I'm goin to miss him.
anong song ito??
i just like this song.. although it reminds me of my past..
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EVERY NOW AND THEN
I think that the worst is through
I'm almost over you
I guess it was just a matter of time
I've started going out
How long can anybody go without
Before you start goin' out of your mind
Even so, I confess
There are times when my heart rules over my head
(Chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I can't escape the thought of all that
might have been
Every now and then
Morning's the hardest time
I wake up dreamin' 'bout you and I
Some days I can't remember them all
Evenings are painfull still
I can't help wondering if they always
will be
I can't help noticing this emptiness-
baby
I don't cry, every night
Just the ones when I feel like I feel tonight
(Chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I can't escape the thought of all that
might have been
Every now and then
(Bridge)
When I'm alone anytime I hear music play
When I reach, reach for the phone
Why does everything good
Make me think of you baby
(Chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I can't escape the thought of all that
might have been
Every now and then
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EVERY NOW AND THEN
I think that the worst is through
I'm almost over you
I guess it was just a matter of time
I've started going out
How long can anybody go without
Before you start goin' out of your mind
Even so, I confess
There are times when my heart rules over my head
(Chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I can't escape the thought of all that
might have been
Every now and then
Morning's the hardest time
I wake up dreamin' 'bout you and I
Some days I can't remember them all
Evenings are painfull still
I can't help wondering if they always
will be
I can't help noticing this emptiness-
baby
I don't cry, every night
Just the ones when I feel like I feel tonight
(Chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I can't escape the thought of all that
might have been
Every now and then
(Bridge)
When I'm alone anytime I hear music play
When I reach, reach for the phone
Why does everything good
Make me think of you baby
(Chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I can't escape the thought of all that
might have been
Every now and then
hate
i hate myself for feeling this way.
i hate thinking about him. nah, i mean myself
i'm just a friend... i know that...
i hate thinking about him. nah, i mean myself
i'm just a friend... i know that...
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
burnt out
I'm totally burnt out. Last week, I can't even sleep well and even the start of this week. I've been awake for 21 hours already.
Yesterday, Monday, I woke up at 11am. I did some cleaning. I fixed my things, my clothes. Ate lunch and watch tv. Trying to get some sleep even just for 3 hours, but I failed. I tried to read a book, but no effect. I'm very much awake. I need a break, a vacation.
I'm not being so productive at work anymore, I love the job because I'm on my field but some people here makes it so difficult. Even though how hard not to be affected by them, they're still getting into my nerves. I want to do something more in my life. I want to be so active in work, feeling a sense of fulfillment. I haven't hang out with old friends for so long or even with new friends because some of them are not so available.
But good thing about now?? Some people are here to cheer me up.
Thanks... and to him ;) yeah, thanks a lot for being honest. It's kinda awkward but I'm happy about it. Hope to see you again soon.
Yesterday, Monday, I woke up at 11am. I did some cleaning. I fixed my things, my clothes. Ate lunch and watch tv. Trying to get some sleep even just for 3 hours, but I failed. I tried to read a book, but no effect. I'm very much awake. I need a break, a vacation.
I'm not being so productive at work anymore, I love the job because I'm on my field but some people here makes it so difficult. Even though how hard not to be affected by them, they're still getting into my nerves. I want to do something more in my life. I want to be so active in work, feeling a sense of fulfillment. I haven't hang out with old friends for so long or even with new friends because some of them are not so available.
But good thing about now?? Some people are here to cheer me up.
Thanks... and to him ;) yeah, thanks a lot for being honest. It's kinda awkward but I'm happy about it. Hope to see you again soon.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
eh ano pa nga ba
ano pa nga bang magagawa ko? hay naku, 2 days nasa bahay lang ako... walang magawa kundi kumain at matulog.. gustuhin ko mang lumabas eh sobrang nakaka antok ung gamot ko...
eto pa, nalaman ko na may nililigawan na daw xa.. akalain mo.. sabi nga ni tatay sakin "chipipoy xa kung ganun"
Mas masakit pala kapag nasa ibang mundo ung taong minahal mo.. may iba silang prinsipyo pagdating sa relationships.
Napanaginipan ko nga xa ng dalawang beses and both dreams pertaining to closure. I was asking for closure daw. Ayon sa panaginip ko, yun na ang closure. Ang labo.. Pero may point.
Hindi ako magpapakaplastik, oo somehow namimiss ko xa.. siguro may pagmamahal pa rin ako sa knya. Hindi naman ganun kadali ang mag move on diba... sa ngayon, hinahayaan ko lang kung ano tong mga nararanasan ko, parte ito eh.
At eto pa, ung like ko na guy.. like lang tlaga, mukhang super ngkaka igihan sila ng girlalu nya... hay buti pa sila... nainggit?? ay ewan
Basta magulo utak ko ngayon... gutom na ata kasi ako
eto pa, nalaman ko na may nililigawan na daw xa.. akalain mo.. sabi nga ni tatay sakin "chipipoy xa kung ganun"
Mas masakit pala kapag nasa ibang mundo ung taong minahal mo.. may iba silang prinsipyo pagdating sa relationships.
Napanaginipan ko nga xa ng dalawang beses and both dreams pertaining to closure. I was asking for closure daw. Ayon sa panaginip ko, yun na ang closure. Ang labo.. Pero may point.
Hindi ako magpapakaplastik, oo somehow namimiss ko xa.. siguro may pagmamahal pa rin ako sa knya. Hindi naman ganun kadali ang mag move on diba... sa ngayon, hinahayaan ko lang kung ano tong mga nararanasan ko, parte ito eh.
At eto pa, ung like ko na guy.. like lang tlaga, mukhang super ngkaka igihan sila ng girlalu nya... hay buti pa sila... nainggit?? ay ewan
Basta magulo utak ko ngayon... gutom na ata kasi ako
Saturday, March 8, 2008
what it feels like...
What it feels like... to like someone... hmmmmmmm..
I know you know what it feels like...
>heaven
>happiness
>different adjectives to describe what you feel...
A kinda like this guy. A good friend of mine, though we haven't known each other for too long but whenever we have time to hang out together... cool... I mean he's fun to be with and very open minded and very vocal about things... He's single (not yet married of course) but I don't know if he is in a relationship already.. hahaha
Never mind, I'm not eying him to be a partner or not even a thought that he likes me or any thing...
I'm just happy that he's a friend, and I know he'll just be there...
I know you know what it feels like...
>heaven
>happiness
>different adjectives to describe what you feel...
A kinda like this guy. A good friend of mine, though we haven't known each other for too long but whenever we have time to hang out together... cool... I mean he's fun to be with and very open minded and very vocal about things... He's single (not yet married of course) but I don't know if he is in a relationship already.. hahaha
Never mind, I'm not eying him to be a partner or not even a thought that he likes me or any thing...
I'm just happy that he's a friend, and I know he'll just be there...
Sunday, March 2, 2008
a blessing in disguise
After all the troubles I've been through, now I got my reward.
March 1, 2008 - After 6 months of working hard, it paid off. I got promoted as a supervisor. I called mama right away and told her the good news. And she said that it was God's plan. I lose someone but I gain something. I'm gaining a lot of friends too. I'm looking forward to meet new friends and reunite with the old ones. Things will still be tough but I know I'll make it through.
March 1, 2008 - After 6 months of working hard, it paid off. I got promoted as a supervisor. I called mama right away and told her the good news. And she said that it was God's plan. I lose someone but I gain something. I'm gaining a lot of friends too. I'm looking forward to meet new friends and reunite with the old ones. Things will still be tough but I know I'll make it through.
Friday, February 29, 2008
rainbow
i saw a rainbow first thing in the morning... wow... amazing.. Looking at the bright side of everything.
Well, I'm just so excited about everything. Especially now that summer is fast approaching. I want to try a lot of things like airsoft and wakeboarding. I'm enjoying badminton every weekends. Getting sporty huh! Sort of... It's really fun.. Although I don't know how to swim, I'll make sure that I have a guide. I want to go to the beach, hmmm I haven't been to boracay, galera or pagudpud. But I'll make sure that I will visit one of those places.
What else do I have in mind? I want to change fields, sort of a sideline. I want to be on events, planning and organizing things. It doesn't matter if its small or big. I want to meet a lot of people and have a new set of friends.
I want to have my own pad next year if not this year. And maybe 3 to 5 years from now,I'll have my own car. I'm really looking forward for that. But I guess it would be hard if I'll just stay here. I want to go abroad and work there to earn more, and singapore is the first step... (is this possible??) if its God's will.
And lastly, I hope 5 years from now, I'll get married. With whom? I don't know... He'll just come. These are some things that I want to happen. Of course this things won't be possible without HIM. I know HE already planned my life and there's no doubt that it will be a life of HAPPINESS.
Well, I'm just so excited about everything. Especially now that summer is fast approaching. I want to try a lot of things like airsoft and wakeboarding. I'm enjoying badminton every weekends. Getting sporty huh! Sort of... It's really fun.. Although I don't know how to swim, I'll make sure that I have a guide. I want to go to the beach, hmmm I haven't been to boracay, galera or pagudpud. But I'll make sure that I will visit one of those places.
What else do I have in mind? I want to change fields, sort of a sideline. I want to be on events, planning and organizing things. It doesn't matter if its small or big. I want to meet a lot of people and have a new set of friends.
I want to have my own pad next year if not this year. And maybe 3 to 5 years from now,I'll have my own car. I'm really looking forward for that. But I guess it would be hard if I'll just stay here. I want to go abroad and work there to earn more, and singapore is the first step... (is this possible??) if its God's will.
And lastly, I hope 5 years from now, I'll get married. With whom? I don't know... He'll just come. These are some things that I want to happen. Of course this things won't be possible without HIM. I know HE already planned my life and there's no doubt that it will be a life of HAPPINESS.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
the deeper reason of everything
I'm not feeling well. I felt like hell. My head is aching so much, and my tummy too. Maybe because I'm not eating on time. I slept around 8pm last night and I woke up after every 2 hours. Weird huh.
ANYWAY...
I was with a friend of mine yesterday and she was saddened by the news of my lovelife. I told her the story and she said... "I know it hurts but you know what, I think the real reason is HE JUST FELL OUT OF LOVE. His reasons are so lame and I think he did that on purpose so that you will feel angry and let him go. He doesn't have the guts to tell you how he really feels coz guys are afraid of confrontations. He intentionally hurt you so that you will just go away."
Ahhhuuhhh... Yeah that thing came into my senses also. Well, it was his choice. And I cannot manipulate that. But just like what I said, I'm happier now. I was wounded and the bleeding stopped already but there's a scar. Everytime I see that scar, it's a lesson for me.
ANYWAY...
I was with a friend of mine yesterday and she was saddened by the news of my lovelife. I told her the story and she said... "I know it hurts but you know what, I think the real reason is HE JUST FELL OUT OF LOVE. His reasons are so lame and I think he did that on purpose so that you will feel angry and let him go. He doesn't have the guts to tell you how he really feels coz guys are afraid of confrontations. He intentionally hurt you so that you will just go away."
Ahhhuuhhh... Yeah that thing came into my senses also. Well, it was his choice. And I cannot manipulate that. But just like what I said, I'm happier now. I was wounded and the bleeding stopped already but there's a scar. Everytime I see that scar, it's a lesson for me.
Friday, February 22, 2008
sarcastic text
09157688502 "hi anjel mzta?" 21:34 21-02-2008
"ingat nlng kau dlwa ni bogz ah!:) hahaha. Godbless you!" 11:30 21-02-2008
hmmm... who is this texter? out of nowhere she/he texted me... I never reacted after the break-up, i never heard anything from him and he NEVER heard anything from me either. and the hell, who is this bitch who texted me. get a life. it was our issue and not yours, GET A LIFE!
"ingat nlng kau dlwa ni bogz ah!:) hahaha. Godbless you!" 11:30 21-02-2008
hmmm... who is this texter? out of nowhere she/he texted me... I never reacted after the break-up, i never heard anything from him and he NEVER heard anything from me either. and the hell, who is this bitch who texted me. get a life. it was our issue and not yours, GET A LIFE!
Thursday, February 21, 2008
10th monthsary
Yesterday was our monthsary (supposedly) * I know I don't have to dwell with it, but I have to as part of moving on* I was doing some paper works when I remembered the date. First thing that came in my mind " We should have been celebrating our 10th month" but then I erased it eventually. Past is past. I was able to find my journal, few days ago. And I realized that as early as September, I already felt something different in our relationship. It was the start of a drastic change,if I may say. I began to felt different with him. I began to notice his changes that made me feel sad. At one point, I felt tired but I held on. Hopeful as I can be, that maybe some day things will be alright. I didn't give up. After what happened this month, I felt relieved. I cried, I mourned but after that, I stopped. There are things that I have to accept. I'm still bitter (a bit) but this is just one stage. I am happier now. Although there are times that I miss him, I don't dwell in it anymore. Well 9 months is 9 months. Short as it may seem but for me, it was a great moment in my life. I've learned something. Someday, I might forgive him. Someday I WILL forget him. I'm opening my doors with a lot of possibilities. And I'm not closing it to anyone. But just what they say "TRUE LOVE WAITS"
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
what a nice morning
I was not able to sleep last night. Bigla akong nalungkot, ang tagal kong nakahiga pero hindi ako makatulog. Bigla kong naisip na, sort of boring na buhay ko. It was not like before na madaming happenings. I was able to sleep mga mignight na ata. Then I woke up exactly 4am. I heard my alarm around 3:30 siguro pero I switched it off.
So there, I was rushing for work na. Good thing may 6 minutes na grace period. I was not late. Pagdating na pagdating ko, I was not even on my desk, biglang concern agad. Eto kasing isa, magcclearance na, eh yung form daw na nakuha nya, walang accounting division sa form. Eh nasa accounting na yung clearance nya. Sabi ng kasama ko, yun daw kasi nakita nya na form na nasa folder ko at kinuha na nya assuming na yun ung kelangan kasi naka attach dun yung resignation letter ng magreresign na ito. I actually changed some part ng clearance kasi yung isang signatory dapat eh resigned na rin. But anyways eh di ayun pinalitan ko. Ang badtrip dun, nabadtrip ata yung kasama ko. I was not pertaining to her sa badtrip ko pero affected xa. Sana man lang kasi, pinagbaba muna yung gamit ko bago nagsasabi ng kung anu ano. Eh di umagang umaga, nakasimangot na ako. 1st day of shift ganun na. Hay tao nga naman minsan hindi alam tumyming. Pacenxa na sa kasama ko, alam ko you just did your part.
So there, I was rushing for work na. Good thing may 6 minutes na grace period. I was not late. Pagdating na pagdating ko, I was not even on my desk, biglang concern agad. Eto kasing isa, magcclearance na, eh yung form daw na nakuha nya, walang accounting division sa form. Eh nasa accounting na yung clearance nya. Sabi ng kasama ko, yun daw kasi nakita nya na form na nasa folder ko at kinuha na nya assuming na yun ung kelangan kasi naka attach dun yung resignation letter ng magreresign na ito. I actually changed some part ng clearance kasi yung isang signatory dapat eh resigned na rin. But anyways eh di ayun pinalitan ko. Ang badtrip dun, nabadtrip ata yung kasama ko. I was not pertaining to her sa badtrip ko pero affected xa. Sana man lang kasi, pinagbaba muna yung gamit ko bago nagsasabi ng kung anu ano. Eh di umagang umaga, nakasimangot na ako. 1st day of shift ganun na. Hay tao nga naman minsan hindi alam tumyming. Pacenxa na sa kasama ko, alam ko you just did your part.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
break up on a valentines day
Six days of silence... He doesn't want to talk to me... But i heard things from friends that he said "wala na kami" well infact when we talked last sunday, he said "oo xempre tayo pa rin"... and when i opened my email this morning... he sent me a break up letter... telling me that he's so fed up with me... He doesn't want to see me anymore coz he might hurt me physically or emotionally (accdg. to his email).. No second chances for us..
Yeah... good things have to end... GOODBYE... someday we might see each other again (I can't promise that you won't see me coz those people he is with, are my friends too, so I might have an appointment with them and we might see each other there, but you're not my purpose) Anyways, I won't forget this day... You BROKE UP with me through an email... You BROKE UP with me this valentines day... I'll never forget this. Thank you for all the memories, the bad and the good ones..
I don't deserve you...
Yeah... good things have to end... GOODBYE... someday we might see each other again (I can't promise that you won't see me coz those people he is with, are my friends too, so I might have an appointment with them and we might see each other there, but you're not my purpose) Anyways, I won't forget this day... You BROKE UP with me through an email... You BROKE UP with me this valentines day... I'll never forget this. Thank you for all the memories, the bad and the good ones..
I don't deserve you...
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